The relief arrives the day after tomorrow. Xi is packing. It's impossible to watch her singing and believe that she had anything to do with Bob's body.
Here's what I think: the fluctuation made me see things. Bob returned his Jeep, then he went back out into the Green. The fluctuation gave me a horrific hallucination, and screwed up my time perception. There's no body because Bob never killed himself here. I imagined the whole thing.
I'm going to ask for a transfer once the new researchers are settled. I've only been here a little while, but I don't think I'm coping well. It's best for everyone if I get out ASAP. I'm envious of Xi. She's so happy to be going.